Saturday 19 July 2014

What I Learnt from the MH17 Tragedy

MMMC Confessions is one of the most fiery places I have seen on Facebook so far. The posts and comments just proved that there are many people in this world, with many differences. It's impossible to achieve absolute unity, with all the people having the same economic and social backgrounds. Hence, the wars raging in our world today, and one of them just happens to allegedly lead to the tragedy of MH17.

If you read world history (which I would advise everyone to do, world history mind you, not just countries of your choice =.=), human history has always been bloody. The history taught in my school was incredibly biased. Ok I will not elaborate further on the bias of Malaysian history books, there will be people going after my neck next haiz. There are wars happening every year. People killed every minute. Except for the advent of more efficient methods to kill, nothing has changed.

Ukraine vs Russia, Israel vs Palestine, Syria, North Korea, China vs Taiwan vs many more, and despite the (many) good they have brought to us, the irritating US. Even in my own country, the bloody f*cking politicians are trying to divide our own people. People fighting in the names of their political party, their religion, their race. There are retards leading our countries, and there are more retards following the orders of these retards.

I can't do much. I don't have the will to do much either. I just wanna live a peaceful and happy life, along with the people I love and care. So far, so good. This applies to all the normal people out there. Despite this tragedy, life still continues. Eventually the public will forget about this. It's not that people don't care, it's just that we all have our things to do, our dreams to fight for, our difficulties to solve. And if it doesn't concern us, we don't really care much. Such are the flaws of humanity.

Education helps. True, enlightening education. Not brain-washing regiments. I have resorted to thinking that there is no way to truly end all sufferings. We can only try our best to end all the sadness. Try our best, forever. It's not pointless, I think. Try our best to bring more happiness to this world, is what humans do best. Maybe someday, sometime, we'll all be happy.

I am really sad. I don't know why, but I will try my best.

阿弥陀佛。






















Sunday 6 July 2014

绝园的暴风雨

刚看完《绝园的暴风雨》。
超好看的,超棒的。
故事中的四位男女主角,都太棒了啦,连配角都那么耀眼了,这部戏可说是神作啊。
爱死你了,不破爱花。

最右边的那位就是不破爱花,一个我永远不会在现实生活中遇到的可爱女人。

回来之后,过这写意的生活。
我才发现到,原来我在家,比我在爱尔兰读书的时候快乐了很多。
我在那里就是处于压力之下。
课业的压力,人际关系的压力。
老实说,和人家共住一间房间造成了我极度压力。
我根本没有私人空间。
我不能随心所欲。
每个人都要做出极大的让步。
我受不了。
再加上面对着各种朋友,我这个自认好人的人又想要拼命地在每个人挽留自己的形象。
完败了,我放弃这样做了。
要和别人做朋友都那么辛苦,我还是自己一个人好了。

我有一个朋友,在Cork读书,她比我更惨,更可怜。
真的很佩服她呀。
我还有一年半就要回来了,她却要读多四年,她要忍受的那种寂寞可想而知。
外国读书固然有它的好处,我也很喜欢都柏林,可是我的心,果然还是指向这个充满问题的马来西亚吧,爱上了就会介意,这点我明白,哈哈。

一个人也可以很快乐。
这是我一向来深信的道理。
做不做到,是另外一个问题。

毕竟,我不是《绝园的暴风雨》里面的人物,我只是个现实的人物,并不拥有非现实的坚持与善良。